Jayteoh

the journey of self discovery from the road less travelled

30.10.05

Student Assessment Centre

By reputation, some of us are scared because you are known to be direct and honest.

So, there goes an honest statement about me by juniors from UM AIESEC today as I was part of their panel to screen suitable students to participate in their exchange programme.

And it was interesting for me as it has been a while since I last helped out in these interview sessions, to throw them some tough questions & to see how they react ... it's a good way for me to gauge the best students and also to sharpen my questions.

This time I was armed with more power questions, which I practiced from my work and it came to some good effect, especially in 'provoking' them to show their true colours, related to sensitive thoughts.

All in all, the day was not too challenging with only 3 people to interview.

After that was lunch, so had a glimpse of the good old student days ... them talking about life, things to do in holidays, preparing for conferences, etc.

Of course, from here, I also found out about my notorious reputation, that they had hard copy of my previous mails criticizing the past leaders. Yes, I used to be very critical (still am) but nowadays don't really care about what the current people are doing, just let them be, let them do it heir way an if they want my opinion, i am not too hard to find ... but the thought of people keeping my comments 10 years down the road is hilarious ....

Tsk tsk ... memories still live on. In unexpected ways.

28.10.05

Lunch Actually

A dating agency? Me? Never would have thought so. But Lunch Actually caught my eye when I breezed through the Sun over dinner, so it looked quite interesting from the concept of setting up people for lunches and since the concept took off in singapore, it must be of considerable success ... knowing the high demands and careful ways of Singaporeans.

(by the way, the name is quite cliche-ish since the movie Love Actually is one of my liked movies ... )

So, I went to the website, signed up and waited.

And they were quite prompt & persistent in calling ... all happened on Monday, and explained everything. And I thought it was simple. NOT. I had to go all the way to Hartamas & go through a full scale 'interview' for them to 'understand' my requirements, so while I thought it was seriously quite a lot of hassle for a 'date' company and asked for an RM250 deposit ... which is quite an amount considering if you know nothing about it. But since I was in a sporting mood, I thought why not just go have a talk out and if everything looks ok (meaning not dodgy), why not ... right?

OK, so I went ... the place is quite hard to find as the place is not fully occupied (luckily or the parking would be a hassle also) but it looked ok inside (once I got there) & in fact, it's got a bright cosy feel.

So, the question ... did I sign up? Yes. The questions were quite detailed and the way they arranged requirements and ranking of them is quite professional (I done my bit in AIESEC before, so I know how the answers will affect the system 'matching') and it did answer my part that it was not dodgy. And they were also quite serious in taking details and also to analyze me, so in that part, I thought they were seriously more serious than me. So, the deposit is for a trial period of 3 months, so let's see how it goes ... if not, I can always get it back, let's see how effective it will be.

I would recommend it to my SAD friends, who are seriously more desparate ... they only want to go hang out if I bring ladies, but they just stick in their own social circle with mostly men or married & attached women. Talk about limited options.

26.10.05

Impossible


Impossible is a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they’ve been given then to explore the power they have to change it.

Impossible is not a fact, it is an opinion.

Impossible is not a declaration, its advice.

Impossible is potential.

Impossible is temporary.

Impossible is nothing.

~ Adidas theme, April 2004 ~
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25.10.05

The power to heal ...


Today's thought is about words.

I met Christina through her blog and was someone I know a little now (still getting to know) and yesterday, she mentioned something quite wise ... that words have the power to heal, even if it came from someone we don't know.

There are times in life when we are most down and self motivation is not the remedy. In the most desparate times, the solution either presents itself or a angel in disguise comes along and saves the day by providing the lifting touch.

I guess what Christina was trying to say ... that normal people have the power to heal and make difference, and the can be healed and also at the same time empowered to heal others.

When was the last time we reached out on a limb for another in need? When was the last time we walked away when we could have done something to give hope or to make it better, even by a bit? When was the last time we gave away this power due to sheer oblivion or apathy?

Honestly, I cannot be bothered. But today, I made some nice comments, some encouragement and some advice. That made some difference because the lift made the people stand up again and in that, they helped others too.

It just made me think that if one good deed can spread so quickly, it's amazing to think that one deed could travel around the world and probably back to us.

If you could, if you had a choice, and if you can find the good intention, make a change, say the right words ... make another person's day.
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23.10.05

Impatience & Giving Up

Impatience

Last Friday, DY, one of my buddies in office just mentioned simply that I am not a patient person. Yikes!

I asked aloud, "Do you really think I am impatient?"

Yes, answered he ... as I am not someone who compromises easily & always wants things immediately. Am I?

And the the rule of conclusion is that if anyone objects immediately, he definitely is. So I took a moment to consider.
ok, so maybe I am impatient with incompetence & bureaucracy as I usually take everything into my own hands if possible to push things through faster. In any way, I am quick to flare if the problem is with others.

But I know that my patience comes more with my own faults, as I will persistently & diligently pursue my weaknesses.

For sure I am not someone who hangs around to wait & see what happens (unless the situation is totally not within my grasp for control).

Giving up

I am not the kind of guy who likes to give up. But recently, I gave up on 2 things ... my work passion and my quest for my partner.

Just struggling to find my footing and hate to feel like a pawn each day I wake up ... and I wonder sometimes where I am heading in my current situation. Lost? Maybe. Demotivated? Probably.

Hopefully this is another passing phase that I will get through.

And for sure I am now giving up the thought I would ever fall in love with someone & having the someone love me back. Is it so hard to find love? Yes, it is.

I am sick of thinking I found the right person, then later find out that my feelings are not reciprocated; the agony of anticipating moves, reading signs & taking the rejection is too much to bear.

Someone I met recently told me that in love, I should not think so much.

Perhaps, I am too idealistic about love, that it's wonderful, it's fair & should not hurt. Maybe I should just plunge like how I do with work ... do all the crazy things ... go for the experience, risk failure ... after all, I am still young. Maybe I should just forget the pride & don't take things to personally, the person who rejects might not want me ... but does not necessary hate me.

Perhaps every courtship should be faced like facing an interview ... give the all, expect for nothing & hope for the best?

As if it's that simple! Sigh.
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22.10.05

GOAL ... the movie

Who's Santiago Munez? The lead fictitious character in the move, GOAL ... potrayed by by Kuno Becker is a delight to watch.

Before watching the movie, I had a good feel about the movie ... nice storyline of the fairytale beginning for an illegal Mexican kid in the barrios of Los Angeles, who by fluke & persistent hankeing of his agent & friend Gavin, made it to be a player for Newcastle United (one of the northeast teams of England).

For several reasons you should watch it. First, you don't have to be a fan of football to watch it, it's just the typical rags to riches tale with sacrifice, hard work, the flocking wolves of society among the fledglings of success ... the ups & downs of a sports person, as people with feelings, success, failure and aspirations.

I watched the movie on the chance of offer from a friend to buy me a movie, only to find out that PL knows shit about football, but know who's Beckham (unfortunately for his non-footie exploits) but even she had a good time because the story is so vivid that you do not need to be a footie to relate yourself to it. Of course, if you cannot relate to the adrenalin rush of a sportie movie or the trials of a sports person, just take a back seat and enjoy the hunks & chicks in the movie.

As for me? Well .. they could have chosen some better team like Liverpool or Chelsea or some other (just no Man U, ok?) ... but anyway, the plus factor was that the movie had so many cameos from the 2004-2005 EPL season, like Jermaine Jenas, Alan Shearer, Jean-Alain Boumsong, etc ... it's unbelievable that they managed to take scenes from the real matches between Newcastle & Fulham & Liverpool. And not to mention Beckham, Raul, Zidane, Eriksson, Baros, Gerard & other Liverpool players who appeared on the set. No complaints. Totally wicked!

So, unless your taste is absolutely confined to dark dramas, weepy love soaps, scream flicks or whatever, take an open mind into GOAL. Even a Liverpool wanker like me gave 150 minutes of support. You will not be disappointed!
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Personality test

Something to try if you have time to kill ... not exactly accurate ... http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

20.10.05

Farewell forlorn week ...


Move on. We can cling neither to the past nor to feelings if we are to progress. Today, I rose from my ashes of depression and I decided enough is enough. No more wallowing in self demotivation, and if I were to fly, I might as well do that in a blaze of glory.

I stomped to settle some lingering problems ... then handled a long distance call & discussed at length about possibilities and exploring options. Looks quite interesting as that will be continued tomorrow.

What also made today great was that MWY got a job ... something she wanted ... good also cos I can 'claim' my free meal & excuse to go out ... and then someone wanted to buy me a movie ticket cause she did not buy me the wine i wanted ... apatah lagi tomorrow got dinner date ... amazing or what? and tomorrow is Marcus Evans' month end drinks, so it's quite a smashing way to end a crazy week.

The weekend is almost here ... i can smell it, thinking what's best to do ... ahh ... good times, they never last ... but good friends? they just appear suddenly ... like today :)

19.10.05

Friendship & love

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don’t cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

Life’s short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Some people make the world special just by being in it.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship "NEVER" ends. Friends are forever.

Good friends are like STARS … you don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE.

Don’t frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with him or her.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.
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Mixed week


Just don't feel like working this week, just too many thoughts in my mind and things really rolled by in 2nd gear. Suddenly, I don't agree with a lot of things, not that it was sudden ... but just realized I hate them all at the same time and the cumulative effect is just overwhelming

On the other hand, my private life ... hmmm ... some interesting stars have stirred up my universe, just wonder if this is going to be temporary? or does it lead somewhere? but since 2005 has not been so kind to me, just stay out of all distractions ... just need to take care of myself, don't take no shit anymore. Lesson? don't mess with love unless you can take rejection. For now, I just cannot. Be nice to everyone.

Cannot wait for the 1 week break, and break away ... have some soul searching & self recharge ... need some TLC now ... just a lot of negativity in my mind, need to kill off my demons ...

17.10.05

Play Bon Jovi's "Misunderstood"

I think WY misunderstood part of my blog ... she must have thought the part I described myself as describing her instead. Sigh.

So, here I say that I am the cynical, negative (bla bla bla) ...

No wonder she was like 'attacking' me with questions ... she must have thought I misunderstood and misinterpreted her. But this misunderstanding could have went on forever? Maybe

What as lot of 'mis'es ... hehehe ...

As appropriately summed up by her ... cute indeed ... but me or her? Probably both. Hahaha.

Being happy ...


Moving Thoughts


Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

This message is dedicated to those people who mean something to me, to those who have touched my life in one way or another, to those who make me smile when I really need it, to those that make me see the brighter side of things when I'm really down, to those whom I want to let them know that I appreciate their friendship.

I'm not missing out on the opportunity to brighten someone's day with this message

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16.10.05

A wish for Leaders


I sincerely wish you have the experience of thinking up a new idea, planning it, organizing it and following it to completion, then having it to be magnificently succesful. I also hope you go through the same process and have something fail terribly.

I wish you could know how it feels to run with all your heart and loose horibly.

I wish that you could achieve some great good for mankind and have nobody know about it except you.

I wish you could find something terribly worthwhile that you deem worthy of devoting your life.

I hope you become frustrated and dissatisfied enough to begin to push back the very barriers of your own personal limitation.

I hope you make a stupid unethical mistake and get caught red handed and are big enough to say the magical words: “I was wrong!”.

I hope you give so much of yourself that some days you wonder if it’s worth at all.

I wish for a magnificent obsession that will give you a reason for living and purpose and direction and elan in life.

I wish for you the worst kind of criticism for everything you do, because that makes you fight to achieve beyond what you normally would!

I wish for you the experience of LEADERSHIP!!!

Reacquainted

What's the feeling when we meet someone after a long time?
And a meeting in different circumstances?


Four days ago, I met up with WY after a long time, probably it was a year ago that I last saw her. She was away for a while, then back, then out again, that it was quite hard to know where she was. However, I was quite stuck in my own world, so the thought to meet up just doesn't strike. Until recently ... saw her on blog, had some chats ... then "how about meeting up?"

Why did I suggest to meet up?

Don't know ... just probably to catch up ... to find out about her travels, how they enriched her ... how that by seeing more, a person grows. Just knowing someone more?


But funnily, the conversation through the evening was not so much about the past stories but about present and future ... how things are going & how they are moving forward.

And I guess, she's very much the same person and impression I had when I first read her mail, then met in person. First, someone with a wide repertoire of interest & skills, then someone very engaged with people, colourful, dedicated and adventurous.

I find it amazing that a person can do so many things that she is doing now, 2 jobs and studying ... and most enviously, DANCING lessons. One of my unfulfilled dreams so far is to learn some classy dancing, especially ballroom or something exciting, like salsa or tango, so I was just stumped. Well, anyway I was never good at doing too many things at a time ... hahaha

And WY's job hunting now, and the interesting part was to help her type her post-interview thank you letter, should be something I am quite good at (supposingly) for all my daily corporate letter writing, only that I am brain dead at night after a long strenuous day. But guess what? I was not the only perfectionist, she also reanalyzed the mail too ... that makes two people cracking their brains, interesting just that I never thought I would do this (not after office hours, since I have enough of that in work, hahaha).

Anyway, she's at an exciting crossroad of her time as she's thinking of the next step after university and it's quite a boundless horizon of possibilities, will take a lot of thinking, but for a person with her positivity, should not be a problem

Ahhh, this just someone quite the opposite of my personality; cynical, over analytical, extreme and too serious. Just hope I didn't bore her too much over the evening ... knowing myself, sooo ....

By the way, she just got my blog address today (and probably she might read this), so just wanna take the chance to say I enjoyed the evening and knowing her more as a person, feeling's just like being re-introduced to someone. A nice person that I didn't know before.

ps. it's a small world to discover that her prospective employer is a cousin of my good buddy KW in office. For those of you not acquainted with KW, he's like my little brother ... someone who counts on me for career advice (hmmm ... that makes me feel older ... again, sigh) but that's another story

Choice Song

Mariah ~ We belong together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
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Quote in time

When you can do the common things of life in an uncommon way, you will command the attention of the world.

George Washington Carver

A great thought, in fact something I followed since I was finding my way in my character's formative years.

The trick here, I guess is creativity and innovation, ultimately pointing towards progress in common things we do each day. In the end, I would like to be recognized, remembered and celebrated for changing things, no - make it revolutionize things and the world would just stop for a moment an take notice.

10.10.05

Finally, Harvard Love Story OST

Since 2 Saturdays ago, I last heard the soundtrack for the Love Story in Harvard & I have not stopped thinking of it.

Not just that I loved the series, but the music was so haunting of the story, that I just melted in the moment I heard it.

I just completed downloading it today and loved listening to the tunes that I am playing now.

A must for all fans of the series ... and Kim Tae Hee is the babe of the year!!!
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9.10.05

There are two ways to live you life.

One is as though nothing is a miracle.

The other is as though everything is a miracle.

Albert Einstein


A very interesting anecdote by Abby-stein; I took a while to look at it and wondered about the wisdom of such words.

These are the words that make or break a person; no loser ever scaled great heights by sitting down & crying about their problems & challenges. Winners on the other hand, grab the issue by the fist and grind the diamond out of it.

And it’s true to say that this approach is a way, it is a lifestyle and it does not go for once or twice, but it is a continuous process of thought, approach, courage and persistence in character that is rare and hard to be.

Life is indeed a miracle and blessing, I just need to remind myself of it continuously.
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8.10.05

Each time a person stands up for an ideal, or acts to improve the lot of others, or strikes out against injustice, they send forth a tiny ripple of hope and crossing each other from a million different centres of energy and daring, those ripples of hope build a current that can sweep down the mightiest walls of oppression and resistance.
Robert Kennedy
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Measuring someone


The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.

Martin Luther King Jr
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Different, for a change ...

An interesting Friday

Fridays are usually interesting that it’s the gateway into the weekend … and things start rolling into place after 5pm, but yesterday was, one, that things started from 12pm and there were 3 cascading activities …

Teambuilding with the China team was the kick start, where we went for Karaoke at Red Box ala lunch and it was interesting to know that the rest of the team had quite good vocals … will definitely send them for Malaysian Idol auditions … and since they are quite direct, they might give the judges a taste of their own medicine.

It was good to be at the Korean party later … I have not send Crystal for a while, and her legendary cooking was good … so found out that she left Marcus Evans for Sydney, now working for Air France … but she did not disclose much details … ah women! So, it was good to enjoy Korean hospitality, they are always the happy-go-lucky people and fun to have around. Some music, wine, listening to jokes of smuggling wine into Malaysia, crazy cooks, nice drawings, and food quickly melted away the 90 minutes I was there. Time flies. Sigh.

Too bad I had to leave earlier for another party on the other side of town … for Mr. Jarod’s belated bash. As EXPECTED, the guy came in jeans with Prudential shirt (either that or AIESEC shirts) and with his driver Pooi Ling, who as usual got lost & late. Just typical.

But the meeting was a good one as finally I successful deflected the title of highest paid person in the gang (though mathematically I should be about the same) but what the heck; giving away unwanted attention is ALWAYS a good thing.

Just realized that the recent weeks’ been quite different … just not so hot-headed anymore, nothing very exciting … even exciting things don’t excite me. Just wonder if life’s gone stale? Or just that my expectations have gone haywire or skyrocketed?

right in your face


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6.10.05

me as a friend

ENTJs as Friends

ENTJs are bright, energetic, sociable individuals who are keenly interested in other people's ideas, theories and perspectives. They love nothing better than to participate in quality conversation with other people who share similar views to their own, or who have something new to teach the ENTJ. They make stimulating, interesting, and dynamic friends and peers.

The ENTJ thoroughly enjoys lively, intellectual conversations - welcoming such interaction as a learning opportunity for all parties involved. They have a tendency to be direct and challenging when interacting with others, which tends to put people on the defensive. This is in fact exactly what they're after - the ENTJ wants to learn what you know, and understand as many of the nuances of your knowledge as the context of the conversation will allow. They go after this knowledge in a very direct, confrontational manner. With this approach, they will learn not only the facts of the knowledge, but also the background of the individual's stance on that piece of knowledge. How well does the individual understand the topic? How invested is the individual in their stance? This method of "unsettling" people has the effect of livening up conversations and stimulating learning, when the other conversationalists are able to easily withstand the interrogations of the ENTJ. People who are uncomfortable with being challenged, or who are less than confident in the topic being discussed, are likely to be subdued into not expressing themselves with the ENTJ. This is a bit of a shame, since many people have valuable things to offer, but are not always willing to stand on top of a mountain and strongly shout their views to the world.

The ENTJ is likely to seek the company of people who have similar views and interests to their own. They have no patience with people who have very different lifestyles and perspectives from their own. However, as individuals with a great deal of personal power, ENTJs are highly attracted to interacting with other individuals with a powerful presence. They admire such people, although they may not agree with them. ENTJs are likely to form their closer friendships with other iNtuitives - especially Extraverted iNtuitives, such as ENTJs, ENTPs, ENFJs, and ENFPs. The ENTJ will enjoy the other iNtuitives' stimulating company, who share their enthusiasm for ideas and learning.

5.10.05

the pig, monkey and horse

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Politic Cynic


Politics
is the dark child of greed, selfishness and hate. It is the act of playing people out at the expense of selfish needs, cowardice, pure hate and immaturity. If politics was ever aimed for the good of others, the it would not be called politics; it would be mainly sainthood and all politicians would be saints.


Through the course of time, politics is prevalent in the blood of mankind. It's purely derived from the basic survival instinct, where the best survives. However, suvival treads on the thin line of needs and wants, where when people prosper, former wants are automatically promoted to needs. In other words, it's never enough when greed is at the root of everything.

Do people still care? Why? To what extent? No human is perfect and everyone has a price, just a matter of how much and what would they do to sell their soul.

No one is excepted from the game or viles of politics, regardless how safe or neutral game you play, as long as you are a benificiary of success, you are also the prey of politics & their pe-cursors; greed and jealousy.

If life is a war, then it's art of survival must be timing & choice on the battles, which & when to enter & retreat.

While advances in life is all about opportunities & timing, the ethical question is always that, at what expense & price did the success cost? And at whose footage? But in the test of time, politics has always been selfish at it's heart, where all expenses have always been dumped fo others to bear.

Yet, people try to justify their actions and as they all say, better the lesser of two evils. But, it's always hard to quantify or qualify simply because we all judge on different grounds & principles.

So, what does this all mean? Nothing, probably. But, if there was a hope for political players, it has to be their conscience because that is all that separates a person from humanity.

ps. I think in god's case, god is not a character of living but moral justice, as the creation was of balance for extremes, hence for every good, has evil of equal proprtion or impact.

cynically,
Jay

3.10.05

Horizon


To dream anything that you want to dream.
That is the beauty of the human mind.
To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will.
To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed.
Bernard Edmonds

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