Mixed week

Just don't feel like working this week, just too many thoughts in my mind and things really rolled by in 2nd gear. Suddenly, I don't agree with a lot of things, not that it was sudden ... but just realized I hate them all at the same time and the cumulative effect is just overwhelming

On the other hand, my private life ... hmmm ... some interesting stars have stirred up my universe, just wonder if this is going to be temporary? or does it lead somewhere? but since 2005 has not been so kind to me, just stay out of all distractions ... just need to take care of myself, don't take no shit anymore. Lesson? don't mess with love unless you can take rejection. For now, I just cannot. Be nice to everyone.

Cannot wait for the 1 week break, and break away ... have some soul searching & self recharge ... need some TLC now ... just a lot of negativity in my mind, need to kill off my demons ...