Purpose & empowerment

How does it feel to wake up & to straight away think of ending the day at 5:30pm instead of starting it off at 8:30am?

It feels really shitty … cause you just dread the passing moments until the bell rings … it’s just like the student who hates class & prays that perhaps the god of time will impatiently turn the hands of time to the end …

Well … I’ve said goodbye to that a little while ago … and now I am welcoming an old feeling which I lost a long time ago …

The feeling that gives you the springy walk that slenderly conceals the excitement within … the feeling that gives you the MOJO, the smoothness to articulate points to the point of art & it just naturally draws attention from people …

At 9pm today, I was rhapsodizing passionately about my work … the great dreams, ambitions & potential that I breathe … and at that moment, I think it’s a defining moment … because I am in love with life … with myself once again … when I looked in the mirror, I don’t see the me that struggled with my identity anymore … not the guy who won’t even bother using his brain for work after 5:30 … this is no longer work … this is a dream, this is a purpose …

Infused with belief from others vested in me … I know who I am … I am proud to be who I am … I am proud to be living for a dream I had … I am proud to be starting something new that will not just lead people, but be a light & aspiration for them as well …

WY asked me last week … if I were to die tomorrow, would I feel accomplished? My answer?

YES. I’ve put in my best … I’ve given my best & sincere thoughts to people … I bear little malice … and that’s the way it should be. Maybe not done all the things I want to cover in life … but for sure, moving towards my dreams. And most of all, help light the beacon of dreams for others.

Such is my purpose in this lifetime.