Just let go ...

Have you ever felt before like the world has become so bad that it’s so hopeless & you just don’t want any part of it? Everything you do, someone just finds fault with it?

2006 started off that way. My new job was horrendously challenging. My social life just sucked. My hobbies just turned sour. Everything had a shade of lemony irony. And at that point, I just snapped & told myself, I am gonna drop it all. So I did … in letting go … just refuse to be bothered by it all … just cut off all of my stuff that had a sour bearing into life.

I felt different, but the gamble worked. Sure, life continues to throw me lemons & rotten eggs still … but I tell myself, I don’t need this shit. Just keep my conscience clear, know the intention of my actions & if people can’t handle it, that’s ‘fucking’ too bad. Yup, they can be bithcy, emotional or whatever ... don't need to care for these losers ...

… which reminds me, to remove the comment functions … and delete those bitchy e-mails ...