Jayteoh

the journey of self discovery from the road less travelled

12.11.05

1 hooray & multiple sighs


End of another sub chapter ...

This week was a chapter by itself. But until last night, my mission is finally closed with the last speaker coming in and that's it. I have done something I can be proud of, something not done everyday and I can take that experience with me. HOORAY!

Bu the week is also about a failure, the 3rd person under me to leave, leaving me with my original 2 ladies, V & D. It seems like I have a REAL problem of hiring my 3rd producer to make it the ultimate trio ... this one, sigh, is problematic like the previous 2 who left, not talking, not asking, no iniiative ... what is wrong with fresh graduates of today??? Freaking dumb, that's what I must say. Or lack of drive? lack of initiaive? lack of career sense? They think that a job's no big deal, hey want easy job, they cannot take feedback ... SIGH! Even the CVs look pathetic. Sigh (again!). But perhaps the real problem is that I am a lousy manager? SIGH!

So now ... next week's focus will be on other things ... getting into the old groove and focus on other things. Need to finish some datelines before my COO comes in 2 weeks. Sigh.

Exams ... in early Dec. Sigh. Lazy to think about it. F*cking shit. Lazy of me.

Better get back to my books ... this weekend's a study weekend I guess. SIGH.