the lull before the storm
Life has been good lately ... enjoying my 1 month solitude from study ... having most of my weekends out , doing what I won't do if I had to study ... and I am bracing myself for this killer semester of 3 subjects .. looks a lot but guess I will survive it ...
Last weekend was cool ... out for another round of karaoke, belting out songs (I sang a bit more than normal) ... then heading to the hills, at a resort where we spent the night .. chit chatting ... having drinking games ... and a mega steamboat party ... where our loud noises broke the quietness of the lonesome hills surrounding us.
Work has (on the other hand), taken a twist ... the workload has increased by a lot and suddenly, I don't even have time to even think or worry about stuff ... they just keep coming and coming and coming, that I don't even need to think about what's next, just keep moving & hoping I will survive
And for twists, some people just appeared into my life again ... a former protege who got absorbed into another world, now seeking logic (the way I see things) ... an unknown guy offering me a job ... and a couple more ...
at some points, I just kept wondering ... what is life now? seems to go into a predictable flow of stuff ... not very exciting as what it seemed to me earlier. Is it because I am too used to changing jobs each year? Feeling claustrophobic already in the organization? What I think I am really scared of is, that I don't get sucked into a monotone vein of life, where as cliche puts it, happily ever after. I got a lot more to achieve, a lot more crazy things to do ... a lot more places to see, a lot more people to meet and ultimately a lot of footprints of my life to be imprinted in others.
Guess this is just a horizontal plane ... momentarily until things take off again ... till then ... just enjoy the work .. the good life with friends ...
Last weekend was cool ... out for another round of karaoke, belting out songs (I sang a bit more than normal) ... then heading to the hills, at a resort where we spent the night .. chit chatting ... having drinking games ... and a mega steamboat party ... where our loud noises broke the quietness of the lonesome hills surrounding us.
Work has (on the other hand), taken a twist ... the workload has increased by a lot and suddenly, I don't even have time to even think or worry about stuff ... they just keep coming and coming and coming, that I don't even need to think about what's next, just keep moving & hoping I will survive
And for twists, some people just appeared into my life again ... a former protege who got absorbed into another world, now seeking logic (the way I see things) ... an unknown guy offering me a job ... and a couple more ...
at some points, I just kept wondering ... what is life now? seems to go into a predictable flow of stuff ... not very exciting as what it seemed to me earlier. Is it because I am too used to changing jobs each year? Feeling claustrophobic already in the organization? What I think I am really scared of is, that I don't get sucked into a monotone vein of life, where as cliche puts it, happily ever after. I got a lot more to achieve, a lot more crazy things to do ... a lot more places to see, a lot more people to meet and ultimately a lot of footprints of my life to be imprinted in others.
Guess this is just a horizontal plane ... momentarily until things take off again ... till then ... just enjoy the work .. the good life with friends ...


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