a mixed week indeed ...
This has been quite strange week for me.
In some ways, I have been thought of a lot ... in some ways, I have been virtually ignored.
Well, in any case, there has been some conclusions & questions hanging over me.
Just when I thought I had a breakthrough in my never ending search for a soulmate, comes another obstacle beyond my comprehension. Well, partly it's my fault anyway, I was told before that she cannot separate me from my work persona & my private identity ... but I thought I can manouvre out of that.
Guess that's the folly and hissy (history) now ...
Tried to ask her out ... she was reluctant, then when asking me on why I asked her out, I just said that after office hours, I am not Jason Teoh the producer, but Kah Keong, a human.
Now, comes the answer ... that in her mind, there's only 1 person, & it is Jason the boss. From here, I knew where I stood ... and she (as expected), asked me if I had something to talk to her about ...
Ah, here comes an answer in classic Jayteoh style ... "There's nothing to hear since the person who's supposed to say, does not exist in your mind".
I think at this point, this would be the best answer ... I have told before that I liked her ... I told her that me liking her is my private life, not me at work ... just to cut things professionally, but since she has blatantly dismissed this possibility, I know that my action simply throws the ball back into her court.
Whether we ever will come together, depends on her (ok, maybe also me that I don't fall for someone else soon), otherwise there will be "Jason Teoh the heartbreaker II".
That was Tuesday. Work was quite normal, work as normal, until Wednesday ... where someone unexpected dropped me a call ... asking to date me Monday (my birthday) ... so of course I am touched (& extra touched) ...
But due to an unexpected twist, we ended up going for a movie last night since we were the beneficiaries of free tickets to a preview ... and I was (so happy) treated to a dinner at Manhattan Fish Market (I just love the fish there)
It's one of the nice evenings spent with someone chatting about things that totally took me away from my work ... helping shop for glasses.
Aah, it's been a long time since I had such good company. That's what friends are for :)
In some ways, I have been thought of a lot ... in some ways, I have been virtually ignored.
Well, in any case, there has been some conclusions & questions hanging over me.
Just when I thought I had a breakthrough in my never ending search for a soulmate, comes another obstacle beyond my comprehension. Well, partly it's my fault anyway, I was told before that she cannot separate me from my work persona & my private identity ... but I thought I can manouvre out of that.
Guess that's the folly and hissy (history) now ...
Tried to ask her out ... she was reluctant, then when asking me on why I asked her out, I just said that after office hours, I am not Jason Teoh the producer, but Kah Keong, a human.
Now, comes the answer ... that in her mind, there's only 1 person, & it is Jason the boss. From here, I knew where I stood ... and she (as expected), asked me if I had something to talk to her about ...
Ah, here comes an answer in classic Jayteoh style ... "There's nothing to hear since the person who's supposed to say, does not exist in your mind".
I think at this point, this would be the best answer ... I have told before that I liked her ... I told her that me liking her is my private life, not me at work ... just to cut things professionally, but since she has blatantly dismissed this possibility, I know that my action simply throws the ball back into her court.
Whether we ever will come together, depends on her (ok, maybe also me that I don't fall for someone else soon), otherwise there will be "Jason Teoh the heartbreaker II".
That was Tuesday. Work was quite normal, work as normal, until Wednesday ... where someone unexpected dropped me a call ... asking to date me Monday (my birthday) ... so of course I am touched (& extra touched) ...
But due to an unexpected twist, we ended up going for a movie last night since we were the beneficiaries of free tickets to a preview ... and I was (so happy) treated to a dinner at Manhattan Fish Market (I just love the fish there)
It's one of the nice evenings spent with someone chatting about things that totally took me away from my work ... helping shop for glasses.
Aah, it's been a long time since I had such good company. That's what friends are for :)
posted by Jay @ 29.7.05
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