Exploring other options

Change is the only constant in life but then again, humans are always resistant to change.

It's quite contradicting right? But then again, seems like I am a sucker for change ... as I explored my options within Marcus Evans ... had a long talk with the guy who got me into the company ... and we discussed at length about the possibility of a transfer into the sales department from my current domain of conference production.

One of the reasons I did this is because I am frustrated with some issues in my work as there was no avenue & angle to reason or justify them out, especially when I felt 'victimized' & 'left out' in several decisions lately by my boss.

I cannot find a direction for myself nor had they given me a concrete idea of what I am to become, achieve or go in the coming months. This uncertainty with lack of moral support for my current role has unnerved me with the consequence of conetmplation to leave.

Partly, I am quite restless because what I wanted to achieve within 16 months has been fastforwarded to 9 months, where I am in kind of limbo with no apparent personal drive of what to achieve anymore.

So, I hope to have my appraisal thrashed out soon, to clarify all these matters & settle (least for now) an agreeable outcome & plan for myself.

Out & over for today.