ironic ... life is ...

well ... I am back after a long break ... thanks to my 'disconnected' stage from internet at home for the past 2 months ... which is still unresolved still, but i found a way to just dig in today & I could not resist because there is so much on my mind ...

work... irony #1 ... for a longest time i was in love with my work ... everything was going my way, good results, quick promotion ... new challenge ...

3 months down the line, I don't feel the 'love' anymore ... just too bogged by problems, the politics in company got uglier ... my mentor & guru has left the company by his will (though under protracted means).

the last 3 weeks were of utter dismay & low motivation, though this weekend has been a good but tiring break ... feeling a little refreshed now

moving on ... irony #2 ... my ever agonizing love saga ...

u might think i am crazy, moving on so fast after each of my affairs, but I did not think my next match would come soon ...

anyway, people from the year of horse is supposed to go along well with people from the years of tiger & dog. And it's quite true, as I have been on quite good terms with my friends who are at this moment. So, what happened, was that one walked into my life quite recently, but with a twist & catch.

Until this moment, we have clicked around nicely, in fact quite natural & complimentary ... in fact, it's almost like I known her all my life ... understanding my character, thoughts & probably rationale.

For all the fanfare however, she has mentioned before that I am not her type ... although she has stated quite some time that we have similar characteristics, sends me messages & mails from time to time, worried about me especially when I am down lately.

interesting, but confusing. I like her but guess will not dwell further. Just focus on work. After all, office relationship in my company can be quite a toxic experience, since people are quite nosy, political & speculative

write another time, hopefully soon.

night